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A is for Adoption....

7/16/2014

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When Allen and I married, we already knew that we wanted to adopt. I had a complete hysterectomy for medical reasons several years prior to our wedding. Actually, as we walked down the isle, we thought we had an adoption in the works. A relative was expecting a baby in a few months and she had said that we could adopt. We were so excited. We returned from our honeymoon to learn that she had changed her mind. We were heartbroken. The girl had been staying at our home while we were away and when we returned, she was gone. Along with some of my clothes and other stuff. Double whammy! She did not leave a note. She did not call. She just left.

We started going to different meetings about adoption. International adoptions. Orphanage adoptions. Private adoptions. We discovered that the waiting lists were very long. The criteria was very strict. The costs of some of these options was astronomical. We were not financially able to do this. We were devastated!

I started being involved in a church outreach program that housed homeless families. There was a family there that had five children. They were adorable. I started taking a couple of them home with me on the weekends. Every weekend we would arrive back at our home and my weekend of bliss would begin. I enjoyed getting clothes for them and fixing their hair. We would go to the park and play for hours. During that summer they would stay for weeks at a time. I fell in love with those children. I knew that they were not mine. I knew that someday that they would be gone from our life. I was just not prepared for how bad that would hurt. The couple moved out of the outreach center and left no forwarding address. To this day, I still wonder what happened to those babies.

I started brainstorming on how we were going to adopt our own baby. I went to a local business and had t-shirts printed. The front of the shirts said "Wanted Newborn Baby" and the back said "To Adopt and Love Forever". I wore those shirts everywhere. I wore them to work at my Dad's store. I wore them when I went to the grocery store. I wore them to the beauty salon. I am sure that people thought that I had lost my mind. I did not care. I was determined.

The first relative that had decided to leave us while on our honeymoon came back into our lives after a death in the family. She needed help with her two children. She was not able to take care of them. We, of course, said yes! We enrolled the oldest one in kindergarten and the baby was now eight months old. Yes, this was the baby that we almost adopted. We had the honor of raising them for almost a year. I got to celebrate their birthdays. I got to be a room mother at the school. I got to enjoy all the joys of watching the little one learn to walk. The arrival of the first teeth for him. The losing of the first teeth for her. We were having all of the blessings and all of the responsibilities of parenthood but we knew that it would change.  I still was not a mom. I was  "Aunt Cindy", not "Mom". Allen was         " Uncle Allen", not "Dad"! And when it did, it was devastating! Our hearts were broken!

I continued to wear my shirts. I continued to tell everyone I knew that we were wanting to adopt. Mind you, this whole story, up to this point was only two years. A roller coaster of emotions for two years! Then, one day in June 1989, our phone rang and it was my hairdresser. She said " Hey, Cindy! Are you and Allen still wanting to adopt?" . My heart skipped a beat as I answered "YES!" She said "Would you be interested in a baby that is about a year old?" 

........................To be continued on my next blog!










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Scott link
7/16/2014 01:36:58 am

Looking forward to hearing the rest of the story! Sounds like it'll have a happy ending!

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Cindy Ackley link
7/16/2014 06:43:59 am

Thank You, Scott! Oh, there is so much more to tell............please do check back!

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Carol Cassara link
7/16/2014 02:35:01 am

Funny how life unfolds, isn't it...?

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Cindy Ackley link
7/16/2014 06:47:56 am

Thank you, Carol! It is indeed funny, that life has so many twists and turns! We never really know what is around the next bend.........I hope that you enjoy our adoption story.

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Judy - Pedagogical Artist link
7/16/2014 03:12:17 pm

NOT nice ... to leave us dangling till tomorrow. Cindy, I've said it once and I will say it again, you are simply awesome and I am so happy to be part of your life even from afar. It is a humbling and enriching experience.

THANK YOU and BIG HUGS <3

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Cindy Ackley link
7/16/2014 08:45:29 pm

Thank you, Judy! I am so sorry to leave you dangling but this story is very important to me and I want to get it all in. Sometimes life is suspenseful and we are filled with anticipation about how things will turn out. We must learn to enjoy each moment because each moment is only there but once! Have a beautiful, enjoyable day, my friend!

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    Hi! My name is Cindy Ackley. I have created this blog about enjoying the beauty of life and being as healthy and happy as we can be. I am a lung cancer survivor and I have discovered that beauty is everywhere. It is seen in nature and it is felt with our laughter. The beauty of life can be enjoyed with our healthy choices. I love helping people see the beauty.

    I also had gained close to 40 lbs. with my chemo treatments. I sure did not feel  very beautiful or healthy. I discovered Skinny Fiber and have since lost about 51 lbs. I feel amazing. I learned to eat healthier and to drink water instead of Diet Pepsi!

    I want to share everything that I have learned on my journey with you.

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